The Way Back

Dear Journal,

How good it feels to come to you after a day of frustrations.  How I love words, to paint with them freely, watercolor pencils tucked away for a later day, forgetting the smudges on my paper and my failed attempts to blend and shade, no longer feeling like a fragment, my hands clean of eraser shreds.

The solution:  I aim to focus on words and allow myself to express my thoughts in ways that feel most natural.  There are colors in writing, too– the cobalt blue cabinets in a character’s kitchen, the blush of an early dawn sky aptly described.  There is beauty here, a different kind of beauty.

Fortunately, we don’t have to do it all.  For now, I’d like to focus completely on my creative writing projects.  To paint with words is more fulfilling to me, and true to who I am.  It takes the same amount of work to create a polished creative writing piece, but it personally feels more rewarding to me than painting or drawing.  This is where I’ve found my true passion, and after the disappointments, I am happy to understand this now.  Even when I’ve begun to wander away from writing practice, I always find my way back. 

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What is your creative passion?
Is it a hobby or interest you had as a child?

13 comments

  1. Hey ab, I had a really good trip, thanks for asking. 🙂 I didn't do much eavesdropping on the bus (like I mentioned in my last post) because the passenger next to me kept me in conversation…made the ride go by quickly and I got some interesting ideas now! The most memorable parts of my trip were seeing my family for the first time in a couple of months, my sister's engagement party, and reconnecting with a good friend. I also got what I need for my wedding (dress, shoes, etc.) :OYou are a very talented musician. Can't wait to hear more songs of yours. \”For better or worse\” ~I know the feeling.

  2. Your first paragraph: Ahh, beauty! I love this post, it really resonates with me.My creative passion is writing as well. Also music, but music can be a little harder and sometimes more frustating; writing is consistently more soothing. (Perhaps even more rewarding, as you said.) I actually didn't write that often as a child. I'd say I drew more often than I wrote. I was an extremely unhappy teen until I discovered how much I loved to write. Writing has helped me become comfortable with myself and thoughts of my future. 🙂

  3. Melee, I'm glad you could relate to this. Writing has done the same for me… made me feel more comfortable with who I am and is a great way to share thoughts with others. I really love your writing and the song you posted on your blog that time! ♥

  4. How I love words, to paint with them freely, watercolor pencils tucked away for a later day, forgetting the smudges on my paper and my failed attempts to blend and shade, no longer feeling like a fragment, my hands clean of eraser shreds.This was so beautiful! Such pretty images you've painted with words and metaphors.

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