blush of dawn Jade Nicole Beals

The Culprit

I took this photo trying to figure out why I’ve felt so restless and like I can’t just enjoy looking at these trees in my window from my home or stretching as I’d like without a camera capturing me in this moment of plank pose with the colors of trees that have very high goals, like they require something more from me…and in their bright, lively colors, I need to be sure my life in this very moment can compare, to not disappoint them or anyone, and there is the very subtle expectation that I photo myself meaningfully with them, but, um, I am well and ready for this moment, yet I feel more like I don’t wish to be seen in photo, showing you what I mean:


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